With only six weeks to go until I start at Newcastle University, I’ve decided to retreat for a while and put myself on a detox in more ways than one. There’s the obvious healthy detox, food, wine, gin. A mission to shed some pounds and get fitter but there is also an intellectual and work based detox needed.
After coming back from Tuscany, where I was invited by Bill Breckon to put a proposal forward to run a ‘getting to grips with social media’ course at The Watermill, I ran away with ideas. It is a way with me, and I can be very impulsive. I’ve soon realised that if I launch another business, supporting folk with social media, then I am not allowing myself time to read in preparation for Uni, or will have the time to give my MA all I want to give it once term starts. I’ve decided, therefore, to knock the social media support business on the head. I am pulling back and cutting myself some slack.
Jacob Polley, the renowned poet and one of our course tutors advised me at the Open Day to read all I can. I find this fine in the evenings, once the day’s chores and work are done, but to allow myself time to read in the day time is going to get some getting used to. It feels like a total indulgence. However, a friend suggested that I look at is as a ‘reading month’. Many universities have a ‘reading week’, and I have a lot of reading to do, so am giving myself permission to have a reading break for the rest of the summer holidays
I have a huge pile of books waiting to be read; don’t we all? I also thought I’d give myself a treat and read works written by my University tutors. I’m beginning with the wonderful poems of Jacob Polley and the work of Jackie Kay and William Fiennes. I am thrilled to be discovering the work of these fine writers, and have just finished ‘Red Dust Road’ by Jackie Kay, which was a wonderful autobiography. It has made me even more excited for the course to begin. I’d just like to give a shout out to the excellent Northumberland Libraries Service, who are keeping me well supplied with books. I can’t wait to get into the university library!
I’m also going to detox from social media for a while. How many hours do I waste in a week by scrolling through my Facebook, Instagram and Twitter feeds? I know I have a wonderful following thanks to The Woolly Pedlar, but I need a break and I need social media out of my life for a while in order to free up the time needed to read and write. I feel on a psychological level, I’ve had something to prove. The Woolly Pedlar helped me to get my confidence back after losing my teaching job, but it was all very showy. I want to be quieter, and to listen and learn rather than shout and pontificate about what I’ve been doing.
I feel I’ve rather run away with the notion of ‘being a writer’ and need to get off my high horse, and learn the craft of writing from the very beginning. I am not a writer; Sue Reed does not yet write (apart from the odd short story and blog). I am learning the craft of writing, and with this needs to be some humility and understanding that I am at the very beginning. I am a child and my writing will be childlike until I have learnt and learnt some more. Student Granny is off to learn, and I hope very much that one day soon I can hold my head up and say, ‘I am a writer’.
I will pick up my blog and social media in six weeks, when Student Granny starts Uni, and I hope you will follow my journey, but for now, I’m retreating with my nose in a pile of books.
I do hope you enjoy the rest of your summer holidays. I’ll see you in September!
Over and out for now,